Wednesday, March 14, 2012 Guess what i ord- ed haha but i am not really that happy some how.. I must say i really enjoyed my NS alot. With such wonderful madam's and people around me. Going overseas with them, always hangout after work. lots of wonderful memory with them.. I would really miss them (:

Anw i jus started working at a new place is at NCS hub... well it is quite near to my previous division so every time i walk past there i will still think about my friends in F div... The people at NCS is also friendly but i don really hangout with them cause of the Age gap and other reason... basically i am doing nth now at there is kinda boring too. As i spend 8.5 hrs sitting down doing nth seriously is damn boring... cant use hp somemore lot of weird rules there.. hoping that i can faster pass my test and G50 faster done if nt i am going to spend another mth doing nth but studying and i am still nt use to it wearing formal to work. i really don understand it is jus a call centre why we need to wear until formal i gt lot of things to complain as this is only my third day of work. but still i hope everything will get better. And i wish to spend my days more meaningful.

Actually working there isn't really that tough is just that i just left my comfort zone so i need more time to get used to it. you can do it (:


Friday, November 11, 2011 Today is a very special day, i have lots of thoughts in my mind. i was thinking if i try maybe i will get it but still i was too shy to do so.. it would be better this way maybe?

Never mind, I'll find someone like you I wish nothing but the best for you, too Don't forget me, I begged, I remember you said Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead, yeah


Saturday, November 5, 2011 I am back from phuket (: really enjoy alot. Had lots of fun and better understanding to some of my friends. I am glad to know them seriously (: never think my army life will be like this.

i have been thinking about the future after i ord what i will be doing..will it be better than now?
and i really wish to go overseas again! (:


Wednesday, October 26, 2011 So Excited for tomolo (: finally holiday for me hope to enjoy all to the max and be safe for the trip. Hope nth bad happen and everything will go smoothly as planned.

Finally its time for me to enjoy (:


Thursday, October 13, 2011 Today such a bad day. i am really in a bad mood i think i look like a fool today, and i really hate it.
When everything go wrong they will keep calling "Chen Pheng" "Chen Pheng" but when they are having fun will they think of Chen pheng? Lol i doubt so. i try to be kind and responsible but in the end all i get is people take me for granted. And when you are the one that make mistake you still can joke and laugh thinking that it is just a small matter, why do you have to make me do double job? don't you know that you are wasting my time! you already know that you can't attend on that date yet you still want me to send you for course wtf is wrong with you this people? sometimes is Easier said than done. i keep everything to myself cause i don want to make things ugly.

At least i Tried.


Wednesday, October 12, 2011 My wish now is to faster spend away the 95K for the Ipam account like seriously why do i need to settle this kind of things): and settle the Taxi voucher stuff asap...

Sometimes knowing too much seriously is not good and why i do even care about this small little stuff?

2more weeks for the overseas trip please don't rain when we get there (:
Pray that everything will be fine(:


Saturday, October 1, 2011 It's been a while haha seriously i think i should blog more often, i have been qutie busy for the past 2 mth cause lot of deployments going on and lot of plans going on too :) and i am qutie looking forward for the oversea trip to phuket on 27 october. And i am glad that there is a new replacement to help me out in the office at least he can help me lesser my workload. And i realise lot of misunderstanding happen during the past 2 months, sometimes i don't really bother to explain myself or even reply cause i don't feel the need to but then if i choose to explain it i guess things will turn out better but still at the point of time i really think there is a need to continue the conversation. Maybe that's why i always say we human tend to complicate things..

For the past few weeks my i have heard alot of my friends complaining about their NS life but for me i am quite enjoying my ns life but somehow the workload is quite alot for a SC and the pay is too little but i will always tell myself i am lucky to have a very good Ma'am and know quite alot of nice people in the division, and lastly i can book out everyday need not to report to camp Etc... so i must be content.


Don't always think of others first sometimes you need be more selfish and think about yourself first.