Thursday, May 14, 2015 Hello everybody It's been a long time since i last posted anything (: this past 2 years has been great. Is good to have my darling with me(: Happy 27th month dar. i shall post more next time.


Sunday, August 25, 2013 it's sad to know that i am such a useless guy i know that everybody will go through high and low. I am quite sad at the age of 22 i cant give my girlfriend a good life she is always suffering when she is with me . my income is lower than her, i cant provide her good life a stable life that she is looking forward too and always make her tear and cry and suffer, i guess i am not a very good boyfriend, she is such a sweet girlfriend just that she always let her emotion control over her she is the sweetest lady i have ever meet she is cute and silly at times always show others a happy face when she is crying inside. i once told myself i will never let her cry again but i failed i am really so disappointed in myself. i really hope i can be the one that make her smile. i really love her so much that it hurts me to see her suffer. Please let her be a happy girl. It's really sad that she is giving up this relationship. I need to move on but i am really scare and afraid i don know how long will it takes. i really feel empty without you by my side. i really don wan to give up this relationship. ): I will be rich i am gonna be famous and make alot of money not letting people around me to suffer i don't want to see the one i love crying.


Thursday, April 11, 2013 I wish to earn alot of money plz let me be a successful guy i wish all my problem will be solved. i am gonna work hard and strive hard


Saturday, April 6, 2013 oh my plz give me a job i am jobless now... Anw i have decided to keep this blog away from u this is where i can type out how i really feel.. its been almost 2 mths things have been great i guess, i already said i rather i am the one who is hurt at the end than letting u suffer again. Everything is worth it.waht matters is u are happy


Tuesday, February 19, 2013 Going to hk in another 8hrs time actually i shld be really happy.. but after what u text me i don know whether i shld be happy or sad The point of being sad, instead of angry or unhappy is that being sad has this underlying acceptance that you cannot do anything about it and hence, you are sad.i know that this isn't right. What have u done to me why i am feeling this way.. i haven even pack my luggage can u believe this yet i am still typing this post... i have never doubt u b4 yet u are always doubting me i am very honest to you yet all i get is only u not believing in me at all u are always doubting me.u tell me not to change yet u are changing faster than me u tell me not to give up where there is problem yet u are always letting it go and telling me to be happy. u tell me u you wont push me down to the cliff and yet u are hanging me up at the cliff watching me suffer and letting me know that how deep i will fall every second i am worried that u will change ur mind again You tell me talk is cheap yet u are doing it to me again and again, i cant say i am tired in front of u, I'm forced to fake A smile, a laugh, every day of my life cause u say u don want to see me sad. I cannot cry Because I know that's weakness in your eyes. You never thought of anyone else You just saw your pain I lose my way And it's not too long before you point it out I'm holding on your rope Got me ten feet off the ground And I'm hearing what you say But I just can't make a sound You tell me that you need me Then you go and cut me down Because of you, I am afraid Because of you


Saturday, January 12, 2013 I am not angry, i am jus sad.. u always ask me what u did that make me angry.. actually u did nothing jus that the action u do make me sad i don feel impt at all i am always the option to u ,seems like i am getting more and more affected already... what i told u seems to be not impt.. u seems to forget everything that i said. i am ok i am fine. 你困在雨裡 我困在雨裡 我的傘 濕淋淋 『沒關西』是我最常說的一句 就讓我等 就算我冷 至少我陪著你


Tuesday, January 8, 2013 everytime i listen to the songs u send me about the story of u and those song which relate so much to u... Today really is not a very good day seriously i don know why i must make myself care so much and suffer again. i try to stand in your position and think for you.. but i really cant think of any reason that can make me smile.. u always make me wait, it seems like when u need someone to talk to you find me when u need someone to accompany u, you will find me , after that period u will just walk off from my life... i am jus tat 'someone' and this is what u told me. Maybe i jus need someone to talk to instead of my soft toys this is what u told me, and i try to ask u again u try to change the subject. its ok i tell myself its ok TCP. even i am the 'someone' i still feel happy that u told me about this how silly am i..