Thursday, January 20, 2011 I am starting to walk now finally but still learning and i walk kinda slow. The feeling is weird everywhere i go people give me a look make me feel kinda awkward. I don know why now that i can walk i didn't really dare to go out, i went out twice only. 1 is with sur hui to have dinner around my house area coffee shop and another 1 is to northpoint with augustine. Although is not very far but i took out alot of courage to go to these 2 places. one of the reasons is because i am still learning how to walk so i don't really have any balance and i am walking quite slow especially when i am about to cross the road i really scare that the car will bang into me. And also i don know why i am kinda insecure whenever i am outside maybe i just need more time to adapt it. And also For the past 6 months i had been staying at home and now i need to start to change to have a different lifestyle. i am kinda worried for myself also.

匿名的好友 演唱:楊丞琳

杜松混合茉莉的風 回憶裏被愛
那股激動 天色好紅
溫柔好濃 在胸口浮現你的面容
一起活在這城市迷宮 提起你名字
心還跳動 卻沒重逢
只留下碰卻又不敢碰的那種激動
也許我們當時年紀真的太小
從那懵懵懂懂 走進各自天空
該怎麼說讓彼此選擇 但思念還轉動

不能握的手 從此匿名的朋友
其實我的執著依然執著
與你無關淚自行吸收
不能握的手 卻比親人更親厚
當所有如果都沒有如果
只有失去的溫柔 最溫柔

當又一次美夢落空 回憶裏被愛
那股激動 天色好紅
溫柔好濃 在胸口浮現你的面容
也許我們當時年紀真的太小
從那懵懵懂懂走進各自天空
那是甚麼 讓彼此選擇 又不僅是尊重

不能握的手 從此匿名的朋友
其實我的執著依然執著
與你無關淚自行吸收
不能握的手 卻比親人更親厚
當所有如果都沒有如果
只有失去的溫柔 最溫柔

不能握的手 從此匿名的朋友
其實我的執著 依然執著
卻決心和你不再聯絡
不能握的手 卻比愛人更長久
當所有如果都沒有如果
只有失去的擁有 最永久