Sunday, November 18, 2012 i am sick i am not feeling very well today. After what happened yesterday i kept thinking about it again... i always think alot been thinking what should i do, should i do something about it or just wait passively one of my friend told me guys cant be too passive.. but if i were to take action i afraid things won't turn out the way i want it to be.. i have no confidences with myself. This feeling really sucks there is no way i can express it.. If money can buy back time i am willing to buy it whatever the cost is.