Tuesday, November 27, 2012 Such a quiet night today.. a peaceful night.. last time when i was younger no matter what happen after a good slp the nxt morning i will feel much better.. but for the past few years i guess too much had happened so that's why even a long sleep doesn't seems to help. Been listening to music too doesn't help too.. Drink? Lol hate to drink but maybe i should try it on friday.. i wish to vent out i have been keeping it for long..thought i will get used to it but i guess not.. feel like going out of singapore for a few months thinking i will be better when i am back or perhaps change abit. i wish that few years down the road people will see the change in me. for a better reason of cos. I hate to turn up out of the blue, uninvited But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded That for me, it isn't over How i wish u were mine.