Saturday, December 29, 2012 I am really confused.. everytime u tell me ur troubles i will be very worried for you each time i think how lucky that guy is how he could have cherish u and treasure u and take care of you.. i am envy, jealous and sad at times there is so little that i can do for you and yet wanting to do so much for you.. i know if i were to get in i will be the one end up hurting myself and yet i still think its ok... i don wanna to be so noble and stupid sometimes i really pity myself i always fall into this kind of situation.. why am i so silly.. i still thinks ok for me to be hurt as long as u are happy everything is worth it.. I am serious this time i will be waiting for you my sincere will touch ur heart,though i am afraid of the outcome and what will happen if i tell you about it. but still i amm willing to share ur burden and as long as you are happy and smile, it doesn't how much i need to suffer.. i think is worth it.