Tuesday, January 8, 2013 everytime i listen to the songs u send me about the story of u and those song which relate so much to u... Today really is not a very good day seriously i don know why i must make myself care so much and suffer again. i try to stand in your position and think for you.. but i really cant think of any reason that can make me smile.. u always make me wait, it seems like when u need someone to talk to you find me when u need someone to accompany u, you will find me , after that period u will just walk off from my life... i am jus tat 'someone' and this is what u told me. Maybe i jus need someone to talk to instead of my soft toys this is what u told me, and i try to ask u again u try to change the subject. its ok i tell myself its ok TCP. even i am the 'someone' i still feel happy that u told me about this how silly am i..