Tuesday, February 19, 2013 Going to hk in another 8hrs time actually i shld be really happy.. but after what u text me i don know whether i shld be happy or sad The point of being sad, instead of angry or unhappy is that being sad has this underlying acceptance that you cannot do anything about it and hence, you are sad.i know that this isn't right. What have u done to me why i am feeling this way.. i haven even pack my luggage can u believe this yet i am still typing this post... i have never doubt u b4 yet u are always doubting me i am very honest to you yet all i get is only u not believing in me at all u are always doubting me.u tell me not to change yet u are changing faster than me u tell me not to give up where there is problem yet u are always letting it go and telling me to be happy. u tell me u you wont push me down to the cliff and yet u are hanging me up at the cliff watching me suffer and letting me know that how deep i will fall every second i am worried that u will change ur mind again You tell me talk is cheap yet u are doing it to me again and again, i cant say i am tired in front of u, I'm forced to fake A smile, a laugh, every day of my life cause u say u don want to see me sad. I cannot cry Because I know that's weakness in your eyes. You never thought of anyone else You just saw your pain I lose my way And it's not too long before you point it out I'm holding on your rope Got me ten feet off the ground And I'm hearing what you say But I just can't make a sound You tell me that you need me Then you go and cut me down Because of you, I am afraid Because of you