Sunday, August 25, 2013 it's sad to know that i am such a useless guy i know that everybody will go through high and low. I am quite sad at the age of 22 i cant give my girlfriend a good life she is always suffering when she is with me . my income is lower than her, i cant provide her good life a stable life that she is looking forward too and always make her tear and cry and suffer, i guess i am not a very good boyfriend, she is such a sweet girlfriend just that she always let her emotion control over her she is the sweetest lady i have ever meet she is cute and silly at times always show others a happy face when she is crying inside. i once told myself i will never let her cry again but i failed i am really so disappointed in myself. i really hope i can be the one that make her smile. i really love her so much that it hurts me to see her suffer. Please let her be a happy girl. It's really sad that she is giving up this relationship. I need to move on but i am really scare and afraid i don know how long will it takes. i really feel empty without you by my side. i really don wan to give up this relationship. ): I will be rich i am gonna be famous and make alot of money not letting people around me to suffer i don't want to see the one i love crying.